Coming Home (August 2016)

It’s accreditation week. The first night I was awake and fretting at 2:30 a.m. Very early, I knocked on my dear teacher’s door. Marie said, “Love that part of you, the one that is afraid, just hold her.”

Monday I woke up very early, around 5:30 a.m., worrying about my presentation (which went just fine). However, internally, my self was yelling, “You have not done enough. You are not ready. Who would take a class from you?” Yada, yada, yada. The biggest fear yelled, “When is he (Daniel) sending you home?” He would walk past me and the question internally asked, “Is it now?”

After doing TCC several times daily, and playing with the precious movements of Push Pull, I noticed the Chi in my heart area. Home. Within the inner stillness arose a new question, “When are you going to come home? Home within yourself, your heart fire, your tan t‘ien? When are you coming to your special, radiant, individual home of you?” I’m Home.