The Vital Force Archive
Forty years of The Vital Force (1985-2025), the journal of the T’ai Chi Chih community. Search for a word, a teacher, a movement or a place, or browse by category and topic.
Anxiety
This topic brings together accounts of anxiety, panic and fear, and how T’ai Chi Chih practice meets them with softness and steadiness. Articles include students’ stories of relief found in the movements, teachers’ observations from class, and personal reflections on finding peace during hard stretches of life.
Pia Knighton traces her path from a Cenacle Retreat Center brochure in 2002 to accreditation in 2011 and teaching adolescent and adult psychiatric patients in Houston hospitals.
Pia Knighton
Houston, Texas
M. C. Bauder credits a first community education class with Jean Katus for breaking loose stopped-up chi, ending a fear of going anywhere alone and easing stiff joints.
M. C. Bauder
Rapid City, South Dakota
Linda Braga recounts the 2011 virus that led to a suspected lung cancer diagnosis, and credits 25 years of TCC meditation for the serene mind she kept as scans, an oncologist and an unexplained shrinking mass followed.
Linda Braga
Castro Valley, California
Lawrence Kaiser, a student of Bill Moore, describes practicing T'ai Chi Chih before and backstage during his run as Bottom in "A Midsummer Night's Dream," using it to ease pre-performance nerves, stay moment-to-moment, and release lower-back tension that blocks the voice.
Lawrence Kaiser
New Jersey
Linda Jones fractured her ankle on a shore excursion in Crete, practiced T'ai Chi Chih mentally against the pain, and found calm and gratitude through surgery and eight days in a Rome hospital.
Linda Jones
Westwood, New Jersey
Mrs. Stough, unable to do yoga after back surgeries, found TCC through an online search for relaxation, and describes falling asleep easily, lowered pain, and feeling grounded for the first time in her first Seijaku class.
Mrs. Stough
Felton, Pennsylvania
Sheila Leonard collects brief student comments: Harriet practising mentally through transatlantic turbulence, Trish sleeping better by week three, Sue's seasonal low lifting in the fog, and Mary's joints and balance.
Sheila Leonard
Newfoundland, Canada
Henry Smith was referred to a hospital T'ai Chi Chih class for work-related anxiety after two emergency room visits, and now pairs weekly floatation tank sessions with near-daily Seijaku; Pyramid Poems follow.
Henry Smith
Rough and Ready, California
Stu Goldman describes how COPD was caught early by his cardiologist, the two stents that followed his Prescott retreat, and the calm that has let him give up carrying an inhaler.
Stu Goldman
Florida
S. Ross could not sleep or settle before a daughter's wedding in Ocean City, New Jersey, and found that a 20- to 30-minute practice carried her calmly through the weekend.
S. Ross
Old Bridge, New Jersey
Melinda Antoon Cormier, a 56-year-old artist practising in Lake Charles, mentally ran through the Six Healing Sounds during a resting stress test, and her angioplasty revealed a naturally grown bypass around a minor blockage.
Melinda Antoon Cormier
Lake Charles, Louisiana
Kompalya Thunderbird recounts learning the nineteen movements and one pose with Neena Mitchell, and how a first six-week course replaced constant worry with peace, harmony and clarity beyond years of yoga.
Kompalya Thunderbird
Syracuse/Camillus, NY
April Leffler, diagnosed with Meniere's Disease, describes canceling classes and waking to a spinning room, and how dropping her attention to the soles of her feet loosens her white-knuckled grip on fear.
April Leffler
Prospect Park, PA
Carolyn and Dennis, one week into their first TCC lessons, began home hemodialysis and found that doing a few movements dissolved the nervousness and jitters of a difficult treatment day.
Carolyn and Dennis
York County PA
Peggy Koch read a newspaper article about T'ai Chi Chih in February 2010 and began classes; her husband Larry followed in January 2011 and found the movements stopped his anxiety attacks.
Larry and Peggy Koch
•••, IN
Christine Burel returned to a beginners' class after letting her practice lapse for four years, and describes how fifteen minutes of morning practice before work and children's appointments restored her sense of control.
Christine Burel
Albuquerque, NM
Karen Dingwell-McCarthy describes her five-year, intuitive path to accreditation, the terror that gripped her in the three months beforehand, and the gratifying week that proved her fears unfounded.
Karen Dingwell-McCarthy
Gander, Newfoundland, Canada
Nancy Werner-Azarski takes a ranger's advice not to hurry through a park home from a Quetico canoe trip, then meets her husband's heart surgery and her own hip injury with visualized practice.
Nancy Werner-Azarski
Minneapolis, MN
April Punzo used Rocking Motion, Around the Platter, Bass Drum and the Cosmic Consciousness Pose outside the gym before her karate belt exam and got through it without an anxiety attack, followed by Andrea Bork on Minnesota's summer park practice and a set of Pyramid Poems.
April Punzo (CORRECT)
Laurel, MD
Peter Gregory traces how obsessive/compulsive rituals crowded out openness until TCC practice let him move from the T'an T'ien, with Margery Erickson describing daily practice steadying her switch to teaching high school algebra.
Lee Moore, facing two scheduled operations seven years ago, used acceptance and faithful T'ai Chi Chih practice at home and visualized practice in the hospital to walk into surgery free of panic.
Lee Moore
Castro Valley, CA, student of Sandy McAlister
Ruth and Sam write to Sr. Francis about a Mozambique campsite where both woke paralysed and suffocating, and did T'ai Chi Chih facing the ocean at 1:00 a.m. until the fear faded.
Your Ruth and Sam
Monica Simorangkir enrolled in Sharon Sirkis's class only for graduation credit, then found her hands warm after the first session, slept sixteen hours straight, and saw her anxiety attacks grow less frequent.
Monica Simorangkir
Sharon Sirkis traces her lifelong fear of money back to her parents' arguments, and describes how a Sedona retreat, a dead car with 242,000 miles and a friend's phone call taught her to stop forcing and let things happen.
Sharon Sirkis
Jessica Skolnik, a college student of Sharon Sirkis, recounts walking away from a near-fatal car accident, losing her migraines, and practicing barefoot in a Connecticut park while on tour with a band.
Jessica Skolnik
Louise Bureau writes to Justin Stone about coming to T'ai Chi Chih after an early breast cancer diagnosis, staying calm during her father's emergency bypass surgery, and her accreditation with Ed Altman.
Louise Bureau
Jeremy Williams, six weeks into Sharon Sirkis's class, describes using Rocking Motion, Pulling in the Energy, Perpetual Motion and Push Pull before shifts waiting tables at Phillips Seafood in Baltimore's Inner Harbor.
Jeremy Williams
A week after the Maryvale accreditation course, Sherry Corson writes to teacher trainer Ed Altman about her spiritual shift, her new understanding of chi, and the five hour drive home that no longer frightened her.
Sherry Corson
Kay Monroe Farrell thanks her teacher Richard Brier and describes how daily Shibashi Qigong and T'ai Chi Chih eased her fear of metastatic colon cancer and preceded a 59% drop in her CEA.
Lee Campbell reports a student who left her first TCC class pain free and, after six months of daily panic attacks, had none since, rocking many times a day and videotaping herself to check her movements.
Lee Campbell
Phoenix, AZ
